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[honkeyjucier101]

So it beens forever since I've even been on this website or even to write on here. Senior year is very intresting considering that I've completely changed my life around. Senior year is allll about getting trashed with your best friends and making memories you wont ever forget ,however, in Mexico I decided to give up my fake ID and stop drinking. Amazing but the awesome part is that even though I mess up I've stopped smoking weed and drinking mostly. ITs also depressing at the same time because "everyone is doing it" meaning drinking and when you are the highlight of the party as a junoir at senior parties all last year people expect you to drink a 5th and get trashed. What people don't know is that I want to be somewhat of a missionary and to do that I have to get in a college that spealizes in it which means when i fill out an application I have to promise not to drink. =/...So with that said its probably the hardest thing to do is saying "no" to parties because I'm not a fool and know that if i go i will drink. Dont hear me wrong; I'm not aganist drinking Im aganist the whole "lets get trashed". But what do you expect at a party...no one is there to "have fun" they are there to get drunk. I lived this lifestyle last year with sketchy people and cops and its nothing special. I know that living for God and working for him will probably be the hardest job i could pick because of the choices I'll make daily and the critze i get from people daily. Its also hard when all your best friends dont go to church and when they do they have hang-overs and parents made them go not by their choice. I'm not here to preech but more of an update on my life and what I fight each weekend. NO, I dont think you should give up your senior year but i think that I'm going to loose a lot of friends over this which could be better in the long run but going to be very difficult during the year. In all God will be with me in everything I do so I live in no fear but the devil will always be temping me.

If anyone actually reads this ..dont take offence my thoughts my lifestyle ..i did not write this to change yours