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He hasn't come to visit me yet, I am starting to loose faith. I have been thinking a lot about death the past couple of days. Really pretty depressed. Just learned today that Joe Kelley died. So sad. He was a really nice guy, worked with him at Circuit City. I remember him always talking about his children and sharing pictures of them. Those poor kids things are going to be so rough on them. Father's day with no dad this year, super sad. Been thinking about Lindsay too, it's been almost a year since we lost her. Time goes by so fast. My heart aches miss them all. And now of course I am watching Marley and Me like that's gonna make things any better. Death sucks. It's been 5 months already 5 months. I told him to visit me to show me hes here he is the only one that believed me that he could do that. There have been many signs but none that could not be explained. I just wish there was something something that I knew without a doubt in my mind was him. I miss him more everyday. I miss my puppies Madi and Buddy and all the others and I miss my grandparents. One thing that sucks about having a big heart and loving everyone unconditionaly is the heart wrenching heart break you have to go through when they are gone. Miss you Daddy.