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i just found out last night my grandmother is dying in the hospital. i feel bad that i dont care now but its not that much of a surprise when someone is old and sick already. thats what happens. my mother is really upset though, and that makes me more sad then anything at all. i dont like to see my mom upset.
anyways so now i have to go look at her dying. woohoo!