Oct 10, 2011 02:03
wow I thought I had abandoned this place.
It's really hard to be happy, isn't it? I mean, things are looking up, friends and debate-wise, but there's still this element of restless discontent that persists. There's something confining and tiring in sticking to routine; but it's something that we do because we have to and because we cannot imagine the alternatives. This was actually something I thought that equus was trying to say, which is why i appreciated it, although it could have been more powerful.
Sometimes I really just want somebody I can talk to; just pick up the phone/go online and randomly talk when I'm having these bouts of melancholy. It's been too long since I had a long meaningful conversation.
Ok snap out of it Hongyu.