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[hongkosmo]

Talking is good. I don't think I can go to keggers anymore. There's too many assholes, I don't get along with some people, a lot of sitting around awkwardly, makes me feel elitist and antisocial. I wish I was one of those guys that could just get along super well with everyone at the party but... I guess I can't. Sometimes I feel like I should work on it, try and be socially universal. But then the guy next to me says something like, "Dude I've got this theory about red heads, they're either ugly or totally slutty hot." and then the guy next to him says, "Hahaaaa yeah!", and then I don't quite feel so bad about not fitting in with the big timers, or alcoholics, or misogynists, or whatever.

Maybe I don't fit in because I find shit like this so fucking cool.

I got a little excited about going home today. I really hope I can go to Rock the Bells.