Jul 29, 2008 01:22
i'm extremely upset right now cos nothing's going right, i haven't felt this way in ages and it sucks. i can't seem to laugh like i used to, i feel antisocial and i've never felt more alone than before. i know i'm not alone but that's how i feel right now. i can't seem to laugh like i use to, i don't have the energy to talk like i use to, i don't have the will to smile like i use to. i don't know what's gone wrong...
i just read batchie's blog and i realised that we're both facing the downsides of our lives now, shows we're still interlinked though we're miles apart :) i wish i could fly back to sg right now. thankyou batchie for saying that i'll always have you! i know that it's true batchie, i love you! ♥
but i know that i'm still loved and i should be grateful for that. i've just read and replied maine's email and that made my day. i'm so glad we're still in contact dear! quoted from maine's blog:
Today I replied kaii's email, which got me thinking about alot of stuff.
I hope you're enjoying yourself in melbourne my dear,
I'm glad we still contact each other despite the very different schedules.
I just want you to know that you're really special to me kaii(:
December will come before we both know it, see you then babe!
shermainetanlining, you must know that you're very very special to me too! we'll both work hard together and dec will come real soon! :)
will someone tell me why?