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I got some... interested and not entirely expected news last week. Good news, not bad, and I suspected as much. Something that I'd always thought of as a constant changed. For the better, hopefully. It's just difficult to make sense of it. /vague.
Dan and I are not doing so great. Our 7th anniversary is this Wednesday. This is the first year that I am not looking forward to it. I honestly think that if he were to propose right now, I would say no.
I wish I had someone to talk to. I have a girls night arranged for tomorrow, which will be good for me. The problem is that neither of these girls are terribly familiar with my situation, so they may not have the insight and advice I need to hear right now.
I wish Tanya was back already. She knows me so well and is the exact person I need to talk to right now, but she's in the Netherlands for another month. I'm seriously contemplating going to Gabe (my old ex from high school) for a talk, since he knows me pretty well and we're on good terms and he could probably give me good advice too.
In general, my life is going pretty well right now. I have a steady job, can pay the bills, and I just bought a car for the first time in my life. I just have a lot of things to sort out right now, mostly revolving around relationships and changing statuses.
Dan and I are not doing so great. Our 7th anniversary is this Wednesday. This is the first year that I am not looking forward to it. I honestly think that if he were to propose right now, I would say no.
I wish I had someone to talk to. I have a girls night arranged for tomorrow, which will be good for me. The problem is that neither of these girls are terribly familiar with my situation, so they may not have the insight and advice I need to hear right now.
I wish Tanya was back already. She knows me so well and is the exact person I need to talk to right now, but she's in the Netherlands for another month. I'm seriously contemplating going to Gabe (my old ex from high school) for a talk, since he knows me pretty well and we're on good terms and he could probably give me good advice too.
In general, my life is going pretty well right now. I have a steady job, can pay the bills, and I just bought a car for the first time in my life. I just have a lot of things to sort out right now, mostly revolving around relationships and changing statuses.