it's the only one i've got.
i was telling julie some story the other day and she responded by saying "right, but do you mean it was this way in your head or in reality?" and you know, i didn't really stop to think, i just said "no, in reality." as if that was a perfectly normal thing for a close friend to ask.
but you know, with me, it sort of is...
and sometimes, i'm so certain that some particular situation is this way, and another day, i am convinced it is the total opposite way. but the thing is, regardless of what i decide, it's only happening that way in my head. who knows what is actually going on in reality? so it really doesn't matter how i feel about it or what i think is happening, because for all i know ANYTHING could be happening. or, nothing at all. so why waste time thinking about it, right? bah.
but you know, with me, it sort of is...
and sometimes, i'm so certain that some particular situation is this way, and another day, i am convinced it is the total opposite way. but the thing is, regardless of what i decide, it's only happening that way in my head. who knows what is actually going on in reality? so it really doesn't matter how i feel about it or what i think is happening, because for all i know ANYTHING could be happening. or, nothing at all. so why waste time thinking about it, right? bah.