Jul 01, 2005 00:11
Well I think Im going thru separation anxiety cuz i havent seen my "bay" since sunday when we went to the waterfront together. Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday he was at work so i really didnt get to see him. And then he went to Richmond this morning to go visit some family and he wont be back til sunday night but i doubt ill be able to see him then cuz hes probably gonna be tired.
Well with the 4th of July coming up i really wanted to go out to the waterfront and spend a few hours in his arms looking at the fireworks but i dont know if thats gonna happen cuz he has to work a 12-hour shift that day. Im hoping he has plans for the two of us cuz he knows i wanna be with him that night.
I mean i love that he works alot cuz he takes care of me like no other but i really want him to chill out cuz hes been getting really tired lately. I think hes working a lil too hard. Plus i want him to be able to be with me sometimes rather than at work.
But anyways, i've caught my feelings for him getting stronger and stronger everyday. I really dont know why but they are. I guess its everything we've been thru and how much i adore being his girl and the one he calls his wife. I really do see a future with him.
Now i know it may seem like im on dills but im not...im just in love. I guess thats what you could call it.
But yeah, Imma go lay down and think about my "bay".
P.S. BABY I LOVE U! *you know who you are*
TO BE CONTINUED...