remembering the sadness (of a certain smile)
[rts]
01 | calexico . stinging nettle
02 | neil halstead . dreamed i saw soldiers
03 | alcove . lullaby
04 | the reindeer section . budapest
05 | wilco . far, far away
06 | the sweetest ache . tell me how it feels
07 | trembling blue stars . as long as she's needed
08 | mojave 3 . my life in art
09 | rachel's . wally, egon & models in the studio
10 | spain . born to love her
11 | low . track one (the exit papers)
12 | best boy electric . boxing day
13 | the american analog set . trespassers in the stereo field
[oacs]
01 | lush . light from a dead star
02 | bedhead . powder
03 | seely . alias grace
04 | ivy . these are the things about you
05 | the secret stars . shoe in
06 | yo la tengo . our way to fall
07 | idaho . to be the one
08 | now it's overhead . hi
09 | lali puna . scary world theory
10 | guitar . hot sun trail
11 | the american analog set . it's all about us
12 | julie doiron . seven
but you knew that already. & there really is a rocketship reference there, too. but you knew that also, i'm guessing.
i adore ghostwhite because she went to a photobooth just to take photographs of herself holding up a sign that says "please don't be sad emily ann."
read through too much of this old journal. some interesting photographs (or maybe the better term is "snapshots"), so for that i am happy it is undeleted for now. . . . hmm. however, the writing & the feelings are depressig as hell. interesting to me, though.
to remember and understand (?) how i got from there to here.
okay. sleep now? or ice cream?