a dark congregation
i wonder how leon looks like to a new student, a outsider who has nothing to fall back to, nothing to sit on, but stand alone and look at everyone else. I thought about a couple of seniors i knew, who were juniors when they started completely new at leon.... so today was the first day of school. the basic report of the school is like half white, a lot of minorities, a lot of asians, viets, student body small in numbers, but still kinda crowded, good teachers, hard classes, and supposedly everyone's smart.
we went to all of our classes today, as supposed to having the regular block schedule. i would've liked everything that i saw today, except i really missed tally. I didn't imagine having to do without anyone to hang out with....it was so strange. there is a not knowing anyone. and there is also a not knowing a bunch of people who already know each other. I did talk to some people, but i mean, there's no way, for instance, i couldn't be more excited to talk to a someone i don't know than to friends who i haven't seen in a summer. i'm like a visitor, which is funny because we have to wear a tag at all times. a lot of things to get used to, especially the people, I wish i could fast forward time, but i know i will have to make the efforts and live out at least some awkward weeks of school.
it's also weird, because i look around, and i try to imagine myself hanging out with some people, and it's weird... i guess to say that people is diverse is fair, to be more technical, there's a lot of minorities and asians....i mean, i'm not used to that. :P people i see are not entirely what i look for. I mean I generally look for duplicates of some people, i'm intensely disappointed that i don't find people who remind me of them.. mostly because they're awesome and being adjacent to awesomeness is better than being adjacent to wtfisupidon'tevenknow. lol i'll have more to say later on i guess.
we went to all of our classes today, as supposed to having the regular block schedule. i would've liked everything that i saw today, except i really missed tally. I didn't imagine having to do without anyone to hang out with....it was so strange. there is a not knowing anyone. and there is also a not knowing a bunch of people who already know each other. I did talk to some people, but i mean, there's no way, for instance, i couldn't be more excited to talk to a someone i don't know than to friends who i haven't seen in a summer. i'm like a visitor, which is funny because we have to wear a tag at all times. a lot of things to get used to, especially the people, I wish i could fast forward time, but i know i will have to make the efforts and live out at least some awkward weeks of school.
it's also weird, because i look around, and i try to imagine myself hanging out with some people, and it's weird... i guess to say that people is diverse is fair, to be more technical, there's a lot of minorities and asians....i mean, i'm not used to that. :P people i see are not entirely what i look for. I mean I generally look for duplicates of some people, i'm intensely disappointed that i don't find people who remind me of them.. mostly because they're awesome and being adjacent to awesomeness is better than being adjacent to wtfisupidon'tevenknow. lol i'll have more to say later on i guess.