yow-zahs!
lots and lots of new and surprising things since i have last made an entry in livejournal.
i fell back in love with Jesus again. which sure shocked and awed me, i was not expecting it, but i am very very happy about it.
i am living at my mom's house now with my son because ben and i are seperated and have been for i think about a month and a half.
times are hard, but not that hard. in many ways, even though i am really struggling, i feel really good. i feel like myself again. my friends say i smile and laugh more again and i feel it. and i am thankful for that. i was fading so fast, i almost..well i almost didn't know. i felt so so faded.
i really don't care much for living at my mom's. i am twenty-seven with a three year old, it is hard to live under someone who does things much much different than i'd prefer, and also hard to interrupt someone else's life and home with the noise and rythem of a child, but hey, beggers can't be choosers. i am thankful to have a place to go, really. we shall see what the end of this month will bring.
we shall see what life brings. you never really know, do you?
i fell back in love with Jesus again. which sure shocked and awed me, i was not expecting it, but i am very very happy about it.
i am living at my mom's house now with my son because ben and i are seperated and have been for i think about a month and a half.
times are hard, but not that hard. in many ways, even though i am really struggling, i feel really good. i feel like myself again. my friends say i smile and laugh more again and i feel it. and i am thankful for that. i was fading so fast, i almost..well i almost didn't know. i felt so so faded.
i really don't care much for living at my mom's. i am twenty-seven with a three year old, it is hard to live under someone who does things much much different than i'd prefer, and also hard to interrupt someone else's life and home with the noise and rythem of a child, but hey, beggers can't be choosers. i am thankful to have a place to go, really. we shall see what the end of this month will bring.
we shall see what life brings. you never really know, do you?