our own time
we are moving out on feb. 1st i think. thank god! our roomates have decided to stay here. good luck to them. we are still looking for a place. we decided to just get a one bedroom something or other so that we can save money to move out of california in two years. perhaps three. we would like to go to oregon. maybe washington, but rather oregon. the bay is cool, it has a LOT to offer, but it's giving me a fucking head ache. plus seth and annie are leaving. it made me really sad that we are not going to the same place together like we had planned to leave together....but hopefully we will meet up eventually. they are such good friends of ours i really can't see it anyother way. we had a great christmas with them, it was wonderful. seth's dad, george, is one of the best men ever invented. duh, he had seth! seth and ben will miss eachother a lot when we all move away from eachother, and i will miss annie a whole whole bucnh, too. but she;s gotta take care of her business, i understand.
but what really frightens me is leaving tava. tava is my soul sister. i cannot play music better with anyone else. she is such a big part of my heart. big. fucking really big. i love her like i love my husband and i love my son. i've known her since i was thirteen or fourteen years old. she was sitting in the kitchen sink. and the tap drips drip drip drip drip drip drip you get the picture. but that's not for another couple years so what ever i won't think about it now.
what i will think about is our soon to be very small, very theorouvian (sp?) existance. i hope there's a pool, that's all i gotta say. if it's gotta be an apartment and it's gotta be one bedroom for the three of us, give us a goddamned pool.
but i would like to say that i am definitely looking forward to getting our own place!!! i love our little family! we rock! we snuggle! woo! it will just be nice to do things on our own in our own time.
i really like the minimalist approach and i am always more than happy to throw things away. so let's start throwing things!
(does anyone remember ned's atomic dustbin?)
but what really frightens me is leaving tava. tava is my soul sister. i cannot play music better with anyone else. she is such a big part of my heart. big. fucking really big. i love her like i love my husband and i love my son. i've known her since i was thirteen or fourteen years old. she was sitting in the kitchen sink. and the tap drips drip drip drip drip drip drip you get the picture. but that's not for another couple years so what ever i won't think about it now.
what i will think about is our soon to be very small, very theorouvian (sp?) existance. i hope there's a pool, that's all i gotta say. if it's gotta be an apartment and it's gotta be one bedroom for the three of us, give us a goddamned pool.
but i would like to say that i am definitely looking forward to getting our own place!!! i love our little family! we rock! we snuggle! woo! it will just be nice to do things on our own in our own time.
i really like the minimalist approach and i am always more than happy to throw things away. so let's start throwing things!
(does anyone remember ned's atomic dustbin?)