January 28, 2007
This world is difficult to overcome, but knowing that I have a purpose is all I need to continue each day in hope that there is a way to fight my way through the turmoil.
I see myself in another life, one full of people I trust, a family that is close and a beautiful world full of music and majestic views, but the reality is that people will always let you down, your family can not always be there in the way that you need, or think you need, and the world may be beautiful sometimes, but it also has a dark side.
Accepting this is one thing, but attempting to see trust and beauty is another. I realize that while I can not have that other life, I can have one here, where I am. Instead of dreaming of the life I wish I had, I can be thankful for the one that exists here.
It is the difference between optimistic and pessimistic views.
So here I have been, thinking, wishing, dreaming, when there is a world out there that offers so much and the fact that I have a purpose for those dreams gives me all the more motivation to get out there and make what little difference I can make.
So no more of this. It's ready to turn my dreams into something real.
I see myself in another life, one full of people I trust, a family that is close and a beautiful world full of music and majestic views, but the reality is that people will always let you down, your family can not always be there in the way that you need, or think you need, and the world may be beautiful sometimes, but it also has a dark side.
Accepting this is one thing, but attempting to see trust and beauty is another. I realize that while I can not have that other life, I can have one here, where I am. Instead of dreaming of the life I wish I had, I can be thankful for the one that exists here.
It is the difference between optimistic and pessimistic views.
So here I have been, thinking, wishing, dreaming, when there is a world out there that offers so much and the fact that I have a purpose for those dreams gives me all the more motivation to get out there and make what little difference I can make.
So no more of this. It's ready to turn my dreams into something real.