<3 contentment at last?
Okay, the days pass by and here I am... sitting, waiting, taking half a step and then hesitating. I realize now that my actions have been all wrong, but I had to figure out why.
These days have been a blur, and life just seems to fly by if you allow it to. I realized how quickly things happen and I became frantic at not being able to pursue my dreams (out of fear of time), especially since at the moment, I do not really know what those dreams may be... and it was all because of the expectations I felt as a burden on my shoulders. I felt like I needed to graduate in four years precisely and make sure to be at the very top of everything I do... (Did IB not teach me anything?? haha) well...
It is time to take things ten steps slower and move forward at my own pace. Or in this case, not necessarily slower, but at a rate that I can keep up and stay sane.. I figure if I take things at my own beat, then there will not be any hesitation because confidence will be at the end of every choice I make. God has a plan for me.. I just need to be patient and move forward in confidence of His plan and not my own, and definitely not every one else's.
These days have been a blur, and life just seems to fly by if you allow it to. I realized how quickly things happen and I became frantic at not being able to pursue my dreams (out of fear of time), especially since at the moment, I do not really know what those dreams may be... and it was all because of the expectations I felt as a burden on my shoulders. I felt like I needed to graduate in four years precisely and make sure to be at the very top of everything I do... (Did IB not teach me anything?? haha) well...
It is time to take things ten steps slower and move forward at my own pace. Or in this case, not necessarily slower, but at a rate that I can keep up and stay sane.. I figure if I take things at my own beat, then there will not be any hesitation because confidence will be at the end of every choice I make. God has a plan for me.. I just need to be patient and move forward in confidence of His plan and not my own, and definitely not every one else's.