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As easy as it is to hate everything and be sad all the time, it is exhausting. So I have come to the conclusion that I need to suck it up and make the best of things. I guess the thing that has been holding me back is the fact that I left Woodland with so many amazing friends already and I feel like I don't need to make new ones, so I never have the urge to go out and make them. But seeing as how everyone else is making them...i guess i should to.
I dropped my Women's Politics class yesterday. It is hard to explain why because you'd have to be in there to understand but the professor is way too liberal and was begining to push his beleifs on to the class. The class has 100+ people in it and every time it meets, we'd discuss things that I don't understand. It is one those classes that should probably be taken sophmore or junior year - you know, after you've been living on your own for a while and have formed opinions about politics. And im not the only one, the girls behind me were talking about the exact same things that I was thinking and I'm pretty sure they dropped it too. The damn professor made me cry and now I'm left with the minimum of 12 units. I'm meeting with a counselor on Monday to try and figure out what I can take - it's so very difficult and oh so stressful.
Even though yesterday was a shitty day - the better part was spent with Taylor, Tyson and Estefani. We went into the city and drank Starbucks. I wanted so much to go home with Taylor but didn't. I came back to the dorm and did extra credit math homework and looked for classes (they're all full!! which is why im meeting with a counselor.) JT left his keys for me to sleep in his room because his dorm is a lot quiter and I slept for 10 hours. It was amazing.
I miss people like crazy. I want someone to tell me that everything is going to work out. And I would love to be home right now. But I really am going to try to make the best of things, afterall, this is supposed to be the best time of our lives...
Molly is picking me up at 4:00 and I'm going to spend the night at her apartment in the city, it should be fun.
I love you all - people in Boston, Chico, Woodland, Monterey, Santa Cruz, UOP and anyone else im missing - big hug!
I dropped my Women's Politics class yesterday. It is hard to explain why because you'd have to be in there to understand but the professor is way too liberal and was begining to push his beleifs on to the class. The class has 100+ people in it and every time it meets, we'd discuss things that I don't understand. It is one those classes that should probably be taken sophmore or junior year - you know, after you've been living on your own for a while and have formed opinions about politics. And im not the only one, the girls behind me were talking about the exact same things that I was thinking and I'm pretty sure they dropped it too. The damn professor made me cry and now I'm left with the minimum of 12 units. I'm meeting with a counselor on Monday to try and figure out what I can take - it's so very difficult and oh so stressful.
Even though yesterday was a shitty day - the better part was spent with Taylor, Tyson and Estefani. We went into the city and drank Starbucks. I wanted so much to go home with Taylor but didn't. I came back to the dorm and did extra credit math homework and looked for classes (they're all full!! which is why im meeting with a counselor.) JT left his keys for me to sleep in his room because his dorm is a lot quiter and I slept for 10 hours. It was amazing.
I miss people like crazy. I want someone to tell me that everything is going to work out. And I would love to be home right now. But I really am going to try to make the best of things, afterall, this is supposed to be the best time of our lives...
Molly is picking me up at 4:00 and I'm going to spend the night at her apartment in the city, it should be fun.
I love you all - people in Boston, Chico, Woodland, Monterey, Santa Cruz, UOP and anyone else im missing - big hug!