I'm kind of boggled.

[honeymagnolia]

I just tried to study Spanish for two hours and actually studied for perhaps twenty minutes. The rest of the time I spent talking to my Spanish partner. This guy is freaking cool, people. I'm not sure I've ever been more curious about and intrigued and wowed by someone else than they are by me (and I know that's self-centered, but it's also the

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[honeymagnolia]

Um, I don't ever think you're a bitch, and I adore you always, but I think either you missed the point on this one or I wrote it all wrong. (I think I'll make the rest of this its own post.)

(after journal post)

[honeymagnolia]

I'm kind of changing my mind, actually. I'm sure you meant well, but that was pretty harsh, and it doesn't feel good.

Simply to speak the words, and not for the sake of any allegiance...

[iamnight]

While I think Rache read it a different way than I did, I definitely understand what she's saying. What I want to know, when I read this post, is - do you know how to recognize the beauty in the people around you? Not just superficially, in a word here and there, but genuinely and deeply?

Every time I hear you talk about how wonderful you are, I smile, but also, very honestly, feel further and further distant from you. Like when I'm talking, every time I'm talking, I feel your attention is already turned toward the next anecdote of your awesomeness you want to convey. Do you hear me anymore? As we discussed before, we've grown different ways, and we'll unlikely be in each others' daily lives again, but I would like to think that we will always have some kind of bond. Some kind of mutual willingness to listen and speak even when it's difficult.

I don't know that what you mean is: I am more wonderful than all other people I have ever met. But when it gets down to conversation, and when it gets down to being expressed like in this

Re: Simply to speak the words, and not for the sake of any allegiance...

[honeymagnolia]

Hey Deb

Re: (after journal post)

[forkingpaths]

Sorry, i missed out a sentence that I thought in my head, but iddn't put in there! I only slept three hours, and keep saying half of what I'm thinking, and am not making sense! You can read my post to your other one, 'cause it wasn't meant harshly, I was just curious as to what the background to that statement was, so it was a bit clearer as to what exactly you meant...

Wow, this isn't making sense either, eh? I love and adore ye always, Beanie, I hope you always know that - if I ever say something feel free to tell me exactly your response 'cause I don't take offense easily, and would rather know when I'm being offensive! <3

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[forkingpaths]

I meant to have a heart after all that, but I failed. :-P