The thought of it is still so agonizing.
Of course, how wouldn't it be? Throughout so many months, the eagerness I felt, the anticipation I carried along with me, and using less than a day, my dream just evaporated without any trace.
& I did it.
I didn't hate her when I watched the kissing scene.
How could I possibly hate her, when she's the person I wanted to be most?
Jae, I'm proud of you really; at the same time I'm hurting so much inside.
縱然青史已經成灰 我愛不滅
p/s: Happy Micky Yoochun Day!
p/p/s: I'll update TY this weekend. Had been so busy with my projects, assessments and tutorials. D: