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today I lost you. And it feels like there is a hole in me. I feel empty and sad.
Of course none of my support is there. I feel like people I used to trust have just gone away.
I never could have imagined that life could be so empty at times. Like now, I am alone. This entire thing seems pointless. I lost many friends, I lost myself, I lost what I used to love about me. And while I should be hurting, there is just this emptiness inside. You've thickened my skin, nothing gets past it anymore. Is love even real? Or is it just a game of who can manipulate you the best? There is no trust anymore. There is no love. I think this is a problem.
hopefully the light in the tunnel shows itself soon. Until then, my heart is doing its time in Siberia.