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ughhhhh I can't take it anymore! I'm about to pop! So I've been keeping everything in, hoping things will just get better, and I'm just getting overwhelmed with school and work and crap.
We're just picking up the pace in theory and it's a lot faster than last year, of course, different teacher, different school, and I've never transferred programs so... and work, it's right in the middle of my school day, and I was sick for two weeks so I missed a few classes and I just... ugh... don't know if I even want to do music anymore. I DO! I really do, but sometimes I wonder if it's REALLY what I'm meant to do, or maybe I wanna be a science teacher and keep music for a hobby, because since I've gone to college with it, I haven't enjoyed it as much as I did in high school, I hate to say that but it's true, and I wish I could say otherwise. And I finally figure out how to log into my online class (first online class, thanks.) and find out I've already missed two assignments, even though add/drop only ended a week ago. And I have an essay due in a week on stuff I haven't even read, nor have the book for, and the PBG campus doesn't even CARRY the book. I can't get in contact with my flute professor, for some reason, they are leaving it up to him to call me, cause I missed my first lesson since I was deathly sick, called him, left a message asking if I should count on next Thursday for a lesson, have no clue who this guy is or what he looks like, don't have his number from then... so.... had to miss my second ensemble class of the semester cause OF COURSE my car breaks down when I'm at the CC campus in PBG and need to go to the Lake Worth Campus and be there at 7:30, and my mom ends up picking me up at 7:15, leaving me 15 minutes to go home, get my flute, change, and make it down there... don't think so. And so my car is in a designated parking spot, WITH NO SCHOOL DECAL, unlocked, in the main small parking lot. It's gonna get towed, and not by the people I need to tow it! That would just be peachy if the school had my car towed, because they are definately allowed to.
And on top of everything, I've got other things on my mind, stuff I don't really wanna get into, and stuff that is just in general that I have to do.
15 credit hours and a job is gonna kill me... :/
So, I gotta take my mom's car and get mine towed, hopefully whatever is wrong with it won't be too much money.... and now that I have vented, I feel totally and completely overwhelmed. Thanks for reading.
We're just picking up the pace in theory and it's a lot faster than last year, of course, different teacher, different school, and I've never transferred programs so... and work, it's right in the middle of my school day, and I was sick for two weeks so I missed a few classes and I just... ugh... don't know if I even want to do music anymore. I DO! I really do, but sometimes I wonder if it's REALLY what I'm meant to do, or maybe I wanna be a science teacher and keep music for a hobby, because since I've gone to college with it, I haven't enjoyed it as much as I did in high school, I hate to say that but it's true, and I wish I could say otherwise. And I finally figure out how to log into my online class (first online class, thanks.) and find out I've already missed two assignments, even though add/drop only ended a week ago. And I have an essay due in a week on stuff I haven't even read, nor have the book for, and the PBG campus doesn't even CARRY the book. I can't get in contact with my flute professor, for some reason, they are leaving it up to him to call me, cause I missed my first lesson since I was deathly sick, called him, left a message asking if I should count on next Thursday for a lesson, have no clue who this guy is or what he looks like, don't have his number from then... so.... had to miss my second ensemble class of the semester cause OF COURSE my car breaks down when I'm at the CC campus in PBG and need to go to the Lake Worth Campus and be there at 7:30, and my mom ends up picking me up at 7:15, leaving me 15 minutes to go home, get my flute, change, and make it down there... don't think so. And so my car is in a designated parking spot, WITH NO SCHOOL DECAL, unlocked, in the main small parking lot. It's gonna get towed, and not by the people I need to tow it! That would just be peachy if the school had my car towed, because they are definately allowed to.
And on top of everything, I've got other things on my mind, stuff I don't really wanna get into, and stuff that is just in general that I have to do.
15 credit hours and a job is gonna kill me... :/
So, I gotta take my mom's car and get mine towed, hopefully whatever is wrong with it won't be too much money.... and now that I have vented, I feel totally and completely overwhelmed. Thanks for reading.