MISSING MY OLD FRIENDS

[honeyf150]

i want to be the old me.i'm so sick of this new person who i'm trying to be. i want to hang with all my old friends.I miss ryan. me and her were so close. now it like we're not. we got to talk about 3 mins one day. we both said we don't talk that much. at the start of summer we hang out there day. then the end we did. i really miss them days. we it was me and ryan life went so fun. we're like to peas in a pod.that funny.lol!!don't lwt me forget about erin. thats ryan's sister. we all we're so close.we still are i guess but not like befor. ryan was like my little sister. i would kill some if they hurt her.erin is like my old sister.she would kill someone for me to. don't get me wrong other people would too.but what erin ryan and me had was sister love. sister love is something that they know you so will that they look at you and know something is wrong or something bugging you. thats what we had. now erin moved i miss her so much. now that i think about it.i think i'm going to cry. i miss them so much. i don't get to see her and the baby she is going to have intell next summer or maybe new years. that makes me so sad.ryan and me we can stll hang out. i think i'm going to start hang with her more.we're so much alike.we have most of the same lovesin are lifes. me and ryan not together is like person with out water. we are also like person and air. you can really live with out one. i feel like i'm slowy dying because my life is so not right.it's not going the way i need it to go. i have big plans for my life. i really want them to happen.ryan is a person who has the same goals as me. together we can get there.

ryan love yea miss. see you sometime this weekend. i'll stop every to hang out with week.
robin same for you.
molly you too. sorry can't be back in time for your party. i'll be at the next one for sure.

love yea all