Who are your really friends?

[honeyf150]

you think you know someone.but then you start seeing things. ok take this. i was talking to a old friend. i could always know that she would be there for me. i could tell her anything.i tell my other friends things to but not like her. i truest her to the max. i truest my other friends but not the same.now to what has been on my mind sence i turned 16. who are my really friends and who is just using me.see this has been bugging me alot. i mean i really don't know what to say.my thought and feeling may matter to some but not to all that need to be seeing them . i'm ask the people who need to be see this to open their eyes.

i don't feel like being this girl who i may anymore. i think it is time to geta change in my life. last night i did alot of thinking about my life. partys are ok. but i think it's time just to party every once and a great moon.( if you did know me this summer or talk to me face to face don't let the wrong idea. i was that wild.) i'm to the point to where i just want to go back to the hold me.
what you my say do i think is the old me that i want to be. it more of my time spend on gymnastic, track and school.most my grade for now. i wan to get in to a great collage. i don't want to let my family name down. Big amount of time with my brother and my sister-in-law and their kids.Party when have time.but it seems to me that i'm not going to have that much time.

Monday the 29 is the first day of school for me.this is when the change will start.