Rough

[honeydewsalad]

Been a rough couple of days lately...it feels weird now. I told her to just stop worry about me and to worry about all the things going on in her life. I didn't think it would be so hard when it was actually happening. I guess i want the best for her no matter how hard it hurts. It feels like its so easy for her to distance herself from me but im having so much trouble with it. This is pretty crappy, i miss her but, its almost hard to even tell her that because i'm doubting that she even misses me a bit. Must be dumb to think that but she needs her space, i didnt expect it to happen so fast, without even a talk. It just started to drift, it hurts real bad, i dont really talk to anyone about it. anyways, im off to see some friends in sacramento, i hope hanging out with them makes things a bit better,
goodbye Livejournal.