can I get a what what?!?!

[honeybuns]

So I have decided to grow a back bone. I'm no longer going to let people walk all over me like I'm a door mat. I have been very stressed because I am constantly concerned whether I have made someone mad. FUCK THAT! They will get over it, after all, what doesn't kill them only makes them stronger right. And if they really cared for me, they would forgive me and realize that is what relationships and friendships are all about. After all, how can you be with someone and never have a disagreement?

So I have been stressed lately and it is taking a toll on my health, not good since I am prone to stomcah issues when I get too stressed. So the other night I got in trouble with my mom and while I was talking with her, I got really dizzy and nausous (sp). I was like, eps, I;m going to throw up, nope nope, I passed out on the bath room floor. My mom came in yelling at me, why are you passing out?!?! Wow, because I thought I would be fun to lay my head on my nasty bathroom floor, do you have a problem with that? Anywho, so today, I was taking a math test and had a really bad panic attack. Luckly I was able to work my way through it and as soon as I got home I took my prozac =)

So yes, this is how I am finally learning I need to grow a back bone, my health depends on it!