numero "eee"
so i'm at my aunts neighbors house and it is extremely hot and boring. i want to go home :( i do nothing here, honestly. people here don't want to be in the sun so they stay in their house and sleep, eat, and watch tv all day... well i guess thats what i do but it's not the same because i'm in a totally different environment and i want to go explore. theres not much to do here but go shopping, you have to go somewhere else, far away for there to be anything to do; anything to do as in hike and look at the scenery but it's too late for my mom to bring me anywhere like that b/c she wants to go on a tour if we go anywhere and those last for at least 5 days and i leave for beijing in 4 days.... i don't think i've had a good shower since i've been here.... the other night we went to the hair dressers where they also wash your hair and crap. which lasted a good hour. they washed our hair while we layed down and massaged our head, neck, and shoulders and face and arms. i wanted to laugh really bad b/c at points they would hit a ticklish spot. i woke up with really bad mosquito bites all over my right arm this morning... they dont even look like mosquito bites but i guess they're different here? maybe its some virus...? i can't access my e-mail nor AIM!!!!!!!!! this is so aggravating! I was getting very angry today b/c i was stuck at my cousins and did NOTHING. I sat and walked around the house and played with a ball by myself. he wouldn't take me anywhere because it was too hot and he wouldn't even bring me to my aunts nor the city, where my mom was.... but he finally brought me after i kept bugging him. they all try to shove food in my mouth and tell me to sleep afterwards. they tell me i'm too skinny and i've too black, that my mother looks younger than i.... i haven't been around anyone my age or anyone who is interested in going out... oh well.....