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ok, so the drama at school and on LJ has been, to say the least, frustrating. i try to tell one person something and it grows into a mess that everyone wants to get involved in. Thanks for all you guys that have got my back. I really do appreciate it, but i really need to do things on my own. I luv you guys with all my heart!
in other news, i recieved a scholarship from Huntingdon for $8,000, but my mom wants me to apply to Florida schools. I guess she figures that $8,000 isnt gonna cover the tuition, rooming, and books at huntingdon. She really wants me to go to Florida. I guess it wouldnt be too bad, but i really had my heart set on huntingdon. Its just hard, cause i get so close to something that i want and it slips through my fingers. i will continue to rip and claw my way toward huntingdon, but i must at least pretend to try for Florida.
to jacob: i appreciate the apology. and yes, i know that she is there to work on stuff for band. i didnt think that she would hang out just to make me uncomfortable, she isnt my favorite person in the world, i really dont see why she would be, but i dont think she is out to get me or anything.
Im sorry if any of my "friends" have caused you any grief, i really think it just encourages the flame of negative emotions.
in other news, i recieved a scholarship from Huntingdon for $8,000, but my mom wants me to apply to Florida schools. I guess she figures that $8,000 isnt gonna cover the tuition, rooming, and books at huntingdon. She really wants me to go to Florida. I guess it wouldnt be too bad, but i really had my heart set on huntingdon. Its just hard, cause i get so close to something that i want and it slips through my fingers. i will continue to rip and claw my way toward huntingdon, but i must at least pretend to try for Florida.
to jacob: i appreciate the apology. and yes, i know that she is there to work on stuff for band. i didnt think that she would hang out just to make me uncomfortable, she isnt my favorite person in the world, i really dont see why she would be, but i dont think she is out to get me or anything.
Im sorry if any of my "friends" have caused you any grief, i really think it just encourages the flame of negative emotions.