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Jun 09, 2005 23:38

hey everyone....at last a night to myself without any people around..i was gonna go see my friend tj because he just got his wisdom teeth pulled out but i decided not to cause i need to be alone!! today has been a day let me tell you! Ok i really cant tell anyone right now but just keep our family in your prayers please. God has put us in a really crazy situation to really really put all trust in Him and it really blew us out of the water on what He did this time. Its gonna be intresting this time to see what Hes gonna do with this one. I guess right now my faith is being so streched..but in a good way. I have total confidence in Him and i know that He will come through, He always does doesn't He..? So yeah..faith is the story of the Rugland's life:) God must have something amazing in store for our family..i just CANT WAIT!!
But other then that things are going really really good...i have made my decision on staying here for the summer..im excited..very excited but sad in a way that i wont be there to spend the summer at bville, THE BEACH, and with my buddies!!! Its ok though i think this is where i need to be..here with my grams too which in good..she needs someone around sop this is good. BUT i miss church SOOO much! That is like the hardest thing to be without! Gosh everyone that goes to bville..WE ARE SO BLESSED! You never realize it untill you are without it. But let me tell you because i know i now know and its crazy crazy crazy!!! I want to come back just for like 1 week to get a good week of church in..but i cant until Augest!!!!! Oh my oh my..it will be ok though because God has me..He has me good. I miss you all sooo much! I cant wait to be back with everyone one of you! Well i need to go! I love everyone soo much..im missin ya'll like crazy! Be keepin our family in your prayers..
love
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