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..its good to be home..its great to see my grams and be with all my friends again .. Grams is not doing good at all..keep praying for her all of you that pray..yall never fail me:) but the doc told us that she doesnt have much time left, yeah i pretty much lost it when i heard it. I mean i knew but i never really grasped the reality of it all i guess. So ive been spending time with her..she loves us being back it brings a smile to her face which i love to see..!! But i've been hitting all the graduation parties which has been awesome cause ive been seein a lot of my old old friends that i have not seen in years. Everyone is growing up.. its really crazy to think that ive only been gone for 2 years but everyone is so different..there are so many new people that live here too...i bet i've met more then 10 people since i've been back..and makin good friends with them..im having so much fun..i really am...my mom decided on staying here for the summer and i now have to decide if i want to stay back with her...max and bryce are for sure but adam and chris are going back to pcola...i really dont know because if i came back to pcola i would have a car and a lot of money..but i would miss mom and the boys.. if i stay here i would have more time with grams and all my friends..but i would miss chris and adam..so i dont know i have to be praying about it.I would miss BBF i think and thats something else i want to be home for..so i dont know its all up in the air still. But ill be praying..its a hard hard decision..