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[honeybee87]

i feel as though it is impossible for anything to just ever be simple..i wish that when someone changes they could realize when they change..i hate it when they are hurting someone else in a way that is not necessary at all. i pray to God that one day my life will get easier..sometimes i feel as though i cant handle it..the feeling i have is that

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[ces4everyeah]

yeah I was sure that you were trying... but that seems to be it right there that you have anger or bitterness... but before God can come in and heal those wounded areas and fill them up you have to release them and ask them to be removed from you so that he has room...and again lol im sure you have asked.... but it takes repetitive prayer and patience... just dont give up... seek harder than you have before... walls arent the easiest things to knock down sometimes..and in life we build them up with so many things...I find myself praying a lot for God to change my heart, make mine beat in sync with his.. to be altered from its current shape..because think about how much better and easier life would be if we had the heart of Christ.. which obviously were carnal and won't reach that but it seems to me just searching for it and going after it is one step closer.. and it has made a difference.. im far from perfect but God is teaching me more everyday how to have a heart a little more like his own.. and its hard I know how you feel and have had a taste of what youre going through but the things we endure only make us that much stronger and that much more equipped to do his work... which is a reward in itself to serve the one who died for us..and watch your obediance pay off... its excellent.. just keep fighting and praying.. I like to think about if people really knew and understood how powerful prayer is they would never stop praying ever.. yes this is Ceslie... I thought this was your journal just wasn't sure.. anyways!! ill t2yl! :)

[honeybee87]

aww yeah thanks again..i saw you tonight and i didnt think that you knew who i was..so i didnt say anything..ha