hey
I dont know what to do anymore. I said monday that i was ok with you taking your time with your mom but since then I cant handle it. I cant wait for her to shut the fuck up. I cant go on knowing that ur her little bitch. Ofcourse you wont see this you will look at as well she does everything for me so im not worried about her. Babe she is teaching you her gospel its a crock of shit. You think everything she says is true and you believe her in everything. All I ever hear from you is that you want to see me and you want to do something but your not willing to do anything. When your mom says no to something its like ok and you wont show her how pissed you are you just keep it inside. Now your telling me something about how there putting a light in your room and its your room 90% of the time then damn it step up and tell them. "Mom this is my room most of the time and I cant sleep with this light on so it is gone." You dont ask if they can get the light out you tell them to get the light out. Now you will just be scared of her doing something to you. SO WHAT!!! I mean if she drops you off at your grandparents so who cares. See you feel like you have hurt you and your moms relationship when you do that. YOUR GROWING UP!!!! Its time to step up or you are most diffently going to be treated like a child like your being treated right now. Ooohhh thats right you think thats her way of keeping you safe. WRONG!!! Your a walking time bomb with all that anger in you just means your going to take it out on someone else and it is usually me. The rest of the time its on your brothers. I cant sit back and watch a 16 yr old almost 17 be treated like a 5 yr old. See with me saying this your going to be mad but you told me to tell you whats bothering me and here it is. I really dont care how mad you get at all because you dont understand what this is doing to me. Another thing, when we actally get time when your at your moms 3 hours is getting old. You having to be home be for the sun goes down is crap. You need to tell your mom that your older now and you should be treated as an older person now. But I like I said you dont look at it that way. You look at as she is right about everything. I am not going to do this anymore. I said I would wait but I thought after 3 yrs it would have been done with. I was WRONG. I just cant handle only seeing you every other weekend like your dad. I cant sit her and watch all the other relationships around look happy and we are being stoped by a midget. Now you will just tell me to go find someone else. Well I am not going to do that. I would think after this weekend you would know I wont go to anyone else. But I might just stop coming around you. Im an adult now. Adults dont date children. I am going to stop saying stuff because I could proly keep going and going and going on about this shit. I love you but you need to step and stop taking these smaller then baby steps with her. I love you.
Kyle
Kyle