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Apr 18, 2005 09:06

Hey Baby,

I hope you aren't too upset with me about this weekend, I really wanted to please you, but the main reason was that I was too paranoid about Dad and Zack, and I know I shouldn't have been, but I was, I am so sorry. I hope you enjoyed it just as much as I did though, other than not finishing. I did enjoy going through and doing the quizzes with you. That was fun. About your email, the only thing that could reassure me 100% is if I had your password and was able to check your email when I think you are talking to another girl. But, you probably wouldn't give it to me, even though I willingly give you mine whenever you want it. Besides, even if you did give me your email password, you would just start another email address I wouldn't know about and do it that way if you really wanted to talk to other girls. Yes, I would like your password just to be sure of you, but I guess I should just trust you again. I love you baby, I just want to be the only one. That is all I am going to say. I actually forgot about Jody all night, and even that other girl. I guess what I don't understand is that, if you wanted to talk to another girl and didn't want her for the sex, why does she have to look good? I don't know, I am being stupid, all I want is to be able to trust you again. I love you and want you for the rest of my life. I want you to want ONLY me for the rest of your life. My game tonight is at 7:00 at Reidsville. The bus is leaving at 5:30. I am going to be at Grandma's at 4:30 until the bus leaves. I took school pictures today, so when mom buys them, I will definitely give one, or two, or three to you if you want them. I hope you meant what you said when we were loving each other, about how I would be the only one, and there would be no more girls ever, and you really love me for me and not just for the sex. I love you baby!!!I hope you come tonight to my game so I can see you!!!! I love you and I am really sorry about the fireside, I don't know what I was thinking, I should have come out there, but I didn't, it was my fault. I am sorry. Next time, I will come to you, I promise. And I know my promises don't mean anything, but I will keep them from now on, I really mean that, as long as you keep yours about no more girls. I love you!!! Love, Your
"So-Over-It" woman
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