randomness
So i have come to the realization that I hate working retail. I hate helping people make up their mind about buying people presents. I am tired of people being nasty to me and still expecting excellent customer service. I am so glad that tomorrow I go home and see my family for Christmas. I just wonder if my cousin is going to get leave time from prison for Christmas. There was that possibility a couple of weeks ago. I hope that no one fights this Christmas. I just want one happy Christmas. Is that too much to ask for?
In other news, I have been having panic attacks recently. I wish that and the depression would just go away and stay away. I guess it could be worse. I could be manic depressive like my aunt. It just seems to happen at the worst moments. I can't sleep for fear that I will have a panic attack as I am going to sleep. That is when they happen. I get so wound up during the day that by the time I need my body to relax and sleep it just doesn't happen.
So yeah...this will be my last post before Christmas. Merry Christmas everyone.
In other news, I have been having panic attacks recently. I wish that and the depression would just go away and stay away. I guess it could be worse. I could be manic depressive like my aunt. It just seems to happen at the worst moments. I can't sleep for fear that I will have a panic attack as I am going to sleep. That is when they happen. I get so wound up during the day that by the time I need my body to relax and sleep it just doesn't happen.
So yeah...this will be my last post before Christmas. Merry Christmas everyone.