PHONE CALL!!!!!!!

[honeybear]

I got a phone call from my favorite little air force guy today...my lancey!!! I only talked to him for about 3 minutes but it was great. I love him so much. I sobbed for 5 minutes after getting off the phone with him. I was nervous on the phone with him today..can you believe that? I've known this boy for over 2 years, and been dating him for 1 year 10 months and 20 days...and I was nervous when I was on the phone with him! What the hell is my problem?!?! To anybody who reads this before Thursday morning, please take a moment and say a prayer that my lancey runs fast enough to pass his running test tomorrow(thursday). I'm praying for God to put little wings on his feet so he can run really, really, really fast! I love him so much, and if he got sent back another 2 weeks I think I would lose my mind!! There is such an incredibly huge void in my life with him not here, its like there is a big hole in my heart that only his presence can feel. As corny as this sounds, he truly does complete me. We are soulmates, and when he's not here half of my soul is missing. *sigh* Damn it, I miss him so much! Sorry, i stop now.

love you all,

shanna =)