89 days...
...until I'm not longer a single person. Kinda scary, extremely weird, and totally exciting all at the same time. Marriage is such a sacred thing, and I just don't want to screw it up. So many marriages these days end in divorce, not exactly sure of the statistic but I think its something like half off all first marriages end in divorce. That's a scary thing, because if I want to be cyncial about it that's saying I only have a 50-50 chance of staying married to Lancey forever. However, I believe that we have a lot better shot of staying together forever than the average couple getting married today. We've been together longer than most people are before they get married, and we've also weathered a long distance relationship for 2.5 years and we've managed to only grow closer and more in love than we were before. So I truly believe in all my heart that we're going to be okey dokey forever! :o) I'm getting married to the bestest man in the whole wide world in 89 days...HOW FUCKING EXCITINGS IS THAT?!?!?! I'm extremely excited. Just thought I'd share. And please, everyone keep your fingers crossed that they allow Lance to have leave to come home and get married.
love you all!!!
love you all!!!