I read chapter 12 but couldn't comment yet. Hard day in a hard emotional week and I finally checked and saw this. OMG a NEW chapter! I am so behind (my mind so obviously preoccupied as you know). I started to read this and from "I'm up Papa" and the dark head that left the room, I never stopped staring at the screen. I moved so close to the screen I was like absorbing this. I knew that was Zeke and I knew his heart had to hurt seeing this boy, so sick, feeling the comfort of memories from his father who was dead. Even mad, in the end of this, you know he understood and it wasn't fair to have treated Casey as he did when he closed him out so totally. They are all so lonely and vulnerable and needing of their links together. He knew he had hurt him in an emotional way. I want these two to experience love and sex together. After the other stories I've read my mind may totally short out with what you do with this. There is such an intensity building from these two. The story of Marty and Strawberry Field (I LOVE STEPHEN). The safety and comfort I feel from this place with their rules of fairness in an unfair world make me scream for Casey to stop and not let Cal in, even though he did have an amazing night of almost love and being treated so well by Cal. Cal gave Casey a rare thing...being spoiled and made love to...but it is hidden by Cal and it is a lie he lives, it isn't real. There would be nothing real for Casey with him and he would leave nothing of Casey left. He needs to realize this. He has been warned. After Zeke relayed what had happened and it was so painful for him, I loved how their understanding played out so that Cal can't know about their talks. I loved how Zeke said he would glare at Cal behind his back. I LOVE that jealousy exists and the intoxication of their being together at some time reaches me and makes me say SOON!!! Please freakin SOON! Most of all, I loved the moment when Casey desperately wrapped his arms around Zeke's waist to hold him in place, not letting to. It was a desperate move from one who is trully a good person. It was impossible for Zeke not to feel. I teared up. Lessons are hard, but hopefully well learned. hugs you v. I don't know how you do this but you pour words from your gut and make pure magic. xooxoxoxox v
I want these two to experience love and sex together. After the other stories I've read my mind may totally short out with what you do with this. There is such an intensity building from these two.
The story of Marty and Strawberry Field (I LOVE STEPHEN). The safety and comfort I feel from this place with their rules of fairness in an unfair world make me scream for Casey to stop and not let Cal in, even though he did have an amazing night of almost love and being treated so well by Cal. Cal gave Casey a rare thing...being spoiled and made love to...but it is hidden by Cal and it is a lie he lives, it isn't real. There would be nothing real for Casey with him and he would leave nothing of Casey left. He needs to realize this. He has been warned. After Zeke relayed what had happened and it was so painful for him, I loved how their understanding played out so that Cal can't know about their talks. I loved how Zeke said he would glare at Cal behind his back. I LOVE that jealousy exists and the intoxication of their being together at some time reaches me and makes me say SOON!!! Please freakin SOON!
Most of all, I loved the moment when Casey desperately wrapped his arms around Zeke's waist to hold him in place, not letting to. It was a desperate move from one who is trully a good person. It was impossible for Zeke not to feel. I teared up. Lessons are hard, but hopefully well learned.
hugs you v. I don't know how you do this but you pour words from your gut and make pure magic. xooxoxoxox v
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Sorry for late reply! But yes, I shall get this drama on soon enough! Just gotta get through prom... *big grin and big SQUEEZE*!
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