Mar 09, 2005 08:30
I am soooooo sick. i feel awful. I feel chilly, like i'm going to faint, nausiated, a huge weight is pressing down on my forehead and eyes, my skin feels creepy-crawly- i feel sick if anything touches me. The kids at work kept tapping me and i thought i was going to die. "Megan, where's this? Megan, can i do that? Megan, why this?" and they kept tapping and tapping. I was so cranky to them. I told them "walk away NOW." I love them, but i cant deal with that when i can barely stand or keep my innards in. I swear i'm not a bad person. i love kids- they are my life. I usually give them all my attention and love and caring and do everything for them.
I had to leave work early becuase i felt so awful and i took a nap and i still feel like i've been squirted out of someone's butt. I have to read like a million chapters tonight to prepare for an in class essay! auuugh!
I'm going to take a hot bath.
I'm going to be extra nice to the kids tomorrow.
I seriously need to study.
Love.