if i had 3 wishes

[honey_stix]

well, this weekend wasn't the best. but i had good times at some parts. good smiles &laughs =) enjoyed them much, other than thaat.. there was just DRAMA maan, i don't know what to do sometimes, i wish i knew wtf to say sometimes, but i don't know. naah ming? i just need to take some things away &let things go or whatever,i don't know. i'd be okay if i had only THREE wishes. too bad i only have one birthday to wish it =\. its alright though, i really hope things will get better. it's hard, i feel strange on way and another, but now i'm just stuck. im at a point where, i just wanna be alone or something. or not think so much. i don't know man, another break down? i need to learn how to balance things out. i need to talk to them, i need to do something to make things work. but on top of all of that, i have school!. maaan =\ this feeling just really sucks &stings out like a bee thats retarted. hahaha!! or something, like nemo! he has two fins but ones messed up. hahaha yeeaah maan, i don't know what else to say to all of things but i wish things would just fix soon, cause i have this feeling that im not gna have such a great bday. =( ehh alright then latterr

<3 manda.