good byes are the worst...but its not goodbye its goodnight 3 weeks will come quick...be patient
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Thanksgiving night after drinking half a bottle of white and red wine with my auntie lol my plans changed drastically and it made me really upset but eventually i got over it and my biA called me and she came and picked me up and we then went to blockbuster and rented Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants but we just called it Sisterhood pants lol we couldnt remember the name so we got some left over thanksgiving meal and we went in the basement to watch it. it was such a good movie. i cried. and im really glad that i watched it with one of my best friends. when that was over we went in her room and just watched tv and then she got hungry again so we went downstairs to get more food haha.. so the story of the night...i cheated death on geris roof...we were messing around in her room and she threw an object out the window that went in the gutter..and we were sad...so we are deciding how to get her precious fragrance because the fricken roof was COVERED in ice...so i get this smart idea...lets lay a blanket on the roof and then ill climb to the gutter, get the fragrance, and proceed to climb back to the window..so i start and when i get close enough i use my phone for light grab it from the gutter and throw it to geri, and now im laying on her roof on my stomach trying to decide how the hell to get back up the roof i put my phone in my mouth and then used the side of the roof to pull myself back up towards the window lol and i get close enough geri tells me to give her my phone so i do and then she grabs my hand and pulls me back into the window. lol honestly i was more worried about my phone falling off the roof than worrying about me falling off the roof lol but it was funny as hell thats for sure. then we went to bed at like 5/6ish something to that effect and it was a good sleep lol.
Geris mommy and daddy made breakfast for the fam the next morning. it was weird having everyone in the geml family home, geri mom and dad luke and donny. we had a nice breakfast and then geri took me home so i could get ready to go to work. blah i sat around talked to jack a lil bit and fixed some things and then after i got ready i still had a hour and a half before work so he told me to take a nap because since the day he got home ive been going to bed at like 6 and getting up at 8 so i havent been sleeping at all so i listened to him and i layed down till 5 then got up and dragged myself to work which only made me upset that i had to be there. but whatever my one boss was so excited to see me because she said i was such a good runner and that made me happy...and i just looked forward to getting out of work so i could go see jack....so me emily and lindsay worked our ass's off and we also got a girl fired hmmm and by the end of the night we had 5 go back racks of clothes but idk somehow we got them all done by 12:15 and we got to go home i dont think i have ever been so excited in my entire life.seriously. so i called jack and he gave me directions to this kids house where i didnt really know anyone but jack was there and really that is all that i cared about. he was so surprised to see me and i was really excited about that. then i went and changed and watched him paye and perv play beer pong jack drank too much and about 30 mins or so after i got there he didnt feel too good wonderful lol so he was out for the night and when i was making him drink water i talked to gordo about drunken tales lol. left there at about 230 and went to hannahs. she was upset about paye i felt bad but there really was nothing i could do:-( i made her eggs tho they were sick and we at grahmn crackers and frosting yummy lol and then me and addys drunk ass went to mc donalds but they didnt have breakfast till 4 wtf lol. after that went back to hamnahs and then i went to geris house and hung out with her and her boyfriend. that was fun..kinda and then i went home at like 6:30 and went to bed...so everywhere i went that night people were getting drunk except me damn that made me sad.
woke up on saturday to loRins ass calling me at 8:30 in the morning..nice we went to breakfast at Big Apple and got this carmel coffee thing and a bagel it was good as hell..ahh it was nice going out to breakfast with her. then i came home and passed out till 1 which was great because i had to be at work at 2 and i normally leave at 1. so i got ready really fast and then went to work. from 2-7 i really didnt even kno what to say to my boss when she asked me to stay later. because i was there at the store till 2 on wednesday and then till 12:15 on black friday which is not bad but still. and it was so easy just to look at her and say, no i havent hung out with jack really the whole time hes been home and hes leaving me tomorrow morning i have to see him tonight. and she said she was sorry and she didnt mean to ask and then i left. called jack and went home and took a shower. then he came and got me..he looked so good too...and then we went to blockbuster to get the boondock saints which is an awesome movie. and we watched that i love laying on the couch in his arms it really is the best feeling in the world. then after we watched that movie we watch shanghi noon well we kinda did and then the sad part came...he took me home around 3:30 is and i had to say goodbye to him its so nice the day he comes home and everything but i hate hate hate saying goodbye to him..but he didnt say goodbye he said goodnight.. that made me smile. and he also reminded me that its only 3 weeks. i really should be thankful for all the time i get to spend with him from the 2 times i drove out to purdue to see him, and the times that he came home for his birthday and for thanksgiving. idk i just miss him so much somtimes it really hurts. idk but the only thing i have to look forward to is him being home for a whole 3 weeks and going christmas shopping with him like i see every other couple doing and i get jealous because i cant do that:-( i cant wait till he comes back to me..(me and jack talked a lot last night about a lot of things ive never been able to really talk to him like that and it felt great it gave me a sense of hope....and it also made me realize that ive never wanted to be with someone so much in my entire life.)
19 days till the end of the semester. and i believe 22 days till jack comes home to me....but im not sure about 22 but i do kno its 3 weeks 3 weeks 3 weeks i do i do i do love you