I feel sick
I think I'm getting sick.
Not fun...
I need to get out.
Do something.
Someone.
Anything.
I feel like I'm isolated from all my friends, all I have is my psyco family.
God help me.
Alex wasn't there all weekend, cept the last day when I left with Haylee.
Didn't say a word to me.
That made my day.
I guess while my dad was in Oxnard, he left the keys to his truck at home cause he didn't think he needed them, and when he came back (I was there) he was going crazy because Alex had taken the truck all the way to Porterville, and back...to take his girlfriend to church. I guess Alex kept the keys too...(he wasnt home when we got there, only Meg was). My dad barely made it to the gas station to get gas the next day...and they were broke.
I havent seen my dad that pissed in a really long time.
It was kinda scary...
I guess my dad hasnt talked to Alex. Thats ok...I'm actually really glad. That makes things easier and more comfortable.
Debbie was bein a major bitch though. And he freakin took my couch...
I guess Jaclyn is all cool with Tana and Sydney now...so funny how things work out/don't work out.
I wonder if she hates me now...
She doesnt talk to me or call or anything.
Not even comments back...
Makes me just a little sad because I was there for her when no one else was a few times...but I guess thats how people are...I'm the same way.
Not fun...
I need to get out.
Do something.
Someone.
Anything.
I feel like I'm isolated from all my friends, all I have is my psyco family.
God help me.
Alex wasn't there all weekend, cept the last day when I left with Haylee.
Didn't say a word to me.
That made my day.
I guess while my dad was in Oxnard, he left the keys to his truck at home cause he didn't think he needed them, and when he came back (I was there) he was going crazy because Alex had taken the truck all the way to Porterville, and back...to take his girlfriend to church. I guess Alex kept the keys too...(he wasnt home when we got there, only Meg was). My dad barely made it to the gas station to get gas the next day...and they were broke.
I havent seen my dad that pissed in a really long time.
It was kinda scary...
I guess my dad hasnt talked to Alex. Thats ok...I'm actually really glad. That makes things easier and more comfortable.
Debbie was bein a major bitch though. And he freakin took my couch...
I guess Jaclyn is all cool with Tana and Sydney now...so funny how things work out/don't work out.
I wonder if she hates me now...
She doesnt talk to me or call or anything.
Not even comments back...
Makes me just a little sad because I was there for her when no one else was a few times...but I guess thats how people are...I'm the same way.