Dec 17, 2005 17:39
I have decided...
No more negative Nellys.
Only positive Petes.
Who the fuck am I kiding?
Christams shopping today.
Was a fucking blast.
My grandma called me a bitch today.
I guess it happens all the time to people everyday.
Everytime she tells me that though, it hurts worse than...
Than having Rene jump on me.
Thats saying something.
It made me mad today though,
Because for once, I wasn't being selfish.
For once I didn't worry about my Christmas presents.
I didn't even pick anything up for myself until my grandma started bitching at me.
I was being the perfect little thoughtful angel...
Then she calls me a bitch.
Haha then, as soon as she ended the word bitch, she switched it to little witch.
Haha...
I was like, you already said it, why change it now?
She made me sad.
All because I wanted to get Haylee and Meghan $15 dollar sheets and a throw.
Well fuck me.
Sorry for dwelling on that.
Last night she wouldn't let me go over to Margo's.
I guess she was right...you know...
Staying at home, getting fatter is much better then going to Margo's.
She used to complain about me never doing anything.
Now all she does is complain about me going out.
What the hell does she want?
I wrote my mom last night.
I said I wasnt going to tell her a whole bunch of shit she already knows.
I just told her that I hate her (In a very tasteful way of course)
and that I'm not going to write her or talk to her, even when she gets out.
I told her that since I'm not a priority in her life, I'll return the favor and keep her as an after thought.
I guess I am a bitch.
My dad and the rest of the family are in Oxnard. My brother has a football tournament there.
Thanks for inviting me guys!
Fuck I'm sooo mad!
It's quite comical if you think about it.
Therefore I will, so that I can laugh.
I'm going to ask my grandma to get me a new perspective on life for Christmas.
That sounds lovely.
Ohh!!! I made fudge today!
I hate chocolate...
I think I'm grounded...
I've never been actually "grounded" before...
Kinda crazy...
Gotta go help make lasagna