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[honestxlove]

 Ok, well it's been a week sence I've updated. Last weekend I hung out with Morgan on saturday. It was the best day in a long long time. Monday was pretty much hell though. Beises it being Monday, and me having to go back to school Chris says he wants a break. Not a break up but a break. I don't understand it, he won't even talk to me. When I have alot on my mind, that I need to talk to him about. I want to talk to him friday, that would be the only reason why I'm going to the mall. He won't be there through, so I'm not even sure if I want to go. Knowing my luck, he would show up. People are drifting away from me. Dave, and Kara are the main people. I'm not sure what I'm going to do for teh rest of the year. I might "run away," again. Who knows. Last time It didn't work out so good, but I can try right.lol.

I'm not going to do this much more, I have nothing to say and basacially nothing to live for. My clostest friends live in Schenectady. The annex is in Schenectady, and all of my friends are far away. Besides about four. Life is all down hill, man I can't wait until my birthday...sike