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LIST OF PEOPLE I HAVE LOST:
-Marsa
-Ish
-Kara
-Davegunn.
It may not seem like a long list, but they are my friends. They seem to be losing hope in me. All except Dave, he is the only one who actually still talks to me. All in all, yes I smoke. No i don't regret it. Yes I will keep doing it. No i don't care about what it's doing to me. Yes, I know I should care. Yes, I know it's stupid not to care about myself. So here's my last words for a while, IF I DON'T CARE ABOUT MYSELF EITHER SHOULD YOU.
You may lose respect for me, you may just plain out hate me. But I am letting EVERYONE know now. Yes I did lie about it to everyone for a SHORT period of time. About a week or so. Yes I feel horrible for lieing. Yes I wish I coudl take it all back. But can I? No, so just understand that I am sorry if I upset you, let yoru down, and got you pissed. I want to take it all back, the lieing and everything but I can't.
So please forgive me.
chris<33
-Marsa
-Ish
-Kara
-Davegunn.
It may not seem like a long list, but they are my friends. They seem to be losing hope in me. All except Dave, he is the only one who actually still talks to me. All in all, yes I smoke. No i don't regret it. Yes I will keep doing it. No i don't care about what it's doing to me. Yes, I know I should care. Yes, I know it's stupid not to care about myself. So here's my last words for a while, IF I DON'T CARE ABOUT MYSELF EITHER SHOULD YOU.
You may lose respect for me, you may just plain out hate me. But I am letting EVERYONE know now. Yes I did lie about it to everyone for a SHORT period of time. About a week or so. Yes I feel horrible for lieing. Yes I wish I coudl take it all back. But can I? No, so just understand that I am sorry if I upset you, let yoru down, and got you pissed. I want to take it all back, the lieing and everything but I can't.
So please forgive me.
chris<33