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daddy's little girl... paints the world with her blah blah blah blah...
...na na na na na na na na na, sheets of egyptian cotton!
so yesterday i returned home from up north. i've taken on this "mommy" role, by doing dishes, cleaning up the house, etc...
i discovered something about myself. i don't like how i treat people all the time, and so that is why i mainly choose not to be around people. yeah, sometimes it's the people who make it easier to choose to be alone, but there are specific instances where i just don't feel like being nice to anyone, and literally anyone would annoy the hell out of me. so then i get all bitchy and mean, i go to sleep, and in the morning i regret how i've treated people. this is why i would rather spend a night alone doing things around the house than spending time with people. i am not a people person, in fact, i don't relate well to people at all. i don't like myself when i am mean, and i am mean when i am around people- therefore i shall be alone.
i need to shower and go to church. this is starting to feel extremely hypocritical. i think i've forgotten why i believe. i know that we all go through times where our faith is lacking, but... i should stop now.
the :/ face applies wholeheartedly this morning.
...na na na na na na na na na, sheets of egyptian cotton!
so yesterday i returned home from up north. i've taken on this "mommy" role, by doing dishes, cleaning up the house, etc...
i discovered something about myself. i don't like how i treat people all the time, and so that is why i mainly choose not to be around people. yeah, sometimes it's the people who make it easier to choose to be alone, but there are specific instances where i just don't feel like being nice to anyone, and literally anyone would annoy the hell out of me. so then i get all bitchy and mean, i go to sleep, and in the morning i regret how i've treated people. this is why i would rather spend a night alone doing things around the house than spending time with people. i am not a people person, in fact, i don't relate well to people at all. i don't like myself when i am mean, and i am mean when i am around people- therefore i shall be alone.
i need to shower and go to church. this is starting to feel extremely hypocritical. i think i've forgotten why i believe. i know that we all go through times where our faith is lacking, but... i should stop now.
the :/ face applies wholeheartedly this morning.