Apr 14, 2005 19:15
OMG!!! I have no idea wat to write but what ever!
Diplomacy is sooo much fun. I'm TURKEY! ain't that funny(not really but w/e). I feel so but better than last year, DASH has really changed me - even I can tell. I've gained soooo much more confidence and I can really see myself spending the next 3 years with the people in my grade theres like wat - one person maybe 2 that i don't know, and maybe 2 that get really annoying sometimes to the point of hate. But honestly I really can't wait to see what happens in the years to come.
ok enough remenising of the past and thinking of the future(that seems like something out of a book.heehee!)Time to actually write something that makes me feel like I wrote something. Here's a list. Just add four when your done.The one's that apply to me have stars*
01.* I have never kissed someone of the same sex.
02. I see a therapist.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness.
05. I love my gauged earrings.
06. I wear black eyeliner every day.
07.* I am extremely influenced by kindness.
08.* I love to write, even though I think I suck at it.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I'm probably emotionally scarred.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12.* I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags.
15. I've had a concussion before.
16.* I'm not good with confrontation.
17.* I loved the Backstreet Boys.
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19.* I'm addicted to Degrassi.
20.* I'm spiritual but not religious.
21. My first kiss was unexpected.
22.* I start school on Jan 4th or 5th. (after winter break) [actually I think its the 3rd but w/e]
23.* I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. When I allow myself to get close to people, I get very attached.
27. I am bisexual.
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I've seen She's All That at least 50 times.
30.* I dress how I feel that day.
31. I love Charmed.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33.* I hate when people are ridiculously late.
34.* I procrastinate.
35. Winter is my favorite season.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser. ( but nothing to wear!)
37.* I love to sleep.
38.* I wish I were smarter
39. I believe that it is wrong to be gay.
40. I have a lot of drama.
41.* No one really knows me.
42.* I love my hair.
43.* I sometimes fight with my parental unit.
44. I am passionate about my interests.
45.* I have had the chicken pox.
46. I'm a hopeless romantic.
47. I feel empty sometimes.
48. I am/was clinically depressed at a point in my life.
49. I am addicted to coffee.
50. I am very outgoing.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
52.* I can be very insecure.
53. I don't notice it, but I'm told I'm very softspoken.
54.* I hate ignorant people.
55. I love my laptop.
56.* I love guys that play the guitar.
57.* I state the obvious.(sometimes....when I'm really slow that day)
58.* I'm a happy person. [for the mostpart]
59. I'm extremely mellow.
60. I contemplate suicide.
61.* I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous.
63.* I like to play video games.
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I get more upset when I see an animal hurt than a person.
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef.
67.* I don't like to study for tests.
68.* I am too forgiving.
69.* I love love love dancing.
70.* I have a good sense of direction.
71.* I love school.
72. I've played a musical instrument for more than 5 years. [but i still suck]
73. I tend to feel inadequate.
74. I love kisses on the forehead. [Not that I would know!]
75. I love the color blue
76.* I can sew.
77. I am addicted to drugs.
78.* I wear contacts.(sometimes)
79.***** I think President Bush is a complete and utter moron.
80.* I become stressed easily.
81.* I don't take criticism well.
82.* I think Conformity is stupid, but I also think rejoicing in one’s nonconformity is stupid.
83. I think Chris Carrabba is one of the suckiest men alive.
84. I also think Conor from Bright Eyes is one of the suckiest men alive.
85.* I love my family.
86.* I don't mind getting shots.(I love them)
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88.* I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89.* I can be too hard on myself.
90. I don't like my nose.
91. I am very religious.
92.* I still act like a little kid. (sometimes)
93. I am ridiculously indecisive.
94.* I believe in a higher power or some form of an afterlife.
95.* I love music.
96.* I'm in love. I think...
97. I have problems letting go of people.
98. I tend to think with my heart more than my head.
99. I don't really like ice cream.
100.** I can't live without books.
101. If my house burned down, I'd try to save my cats.
102. I hate the town I live in.
103. I hate wearing my hair loose.
104. I only dance when I'm drunk.
105. I still sleep with my old stuffed toys.
106. I eat between three and four standard bars of chocolate a day.
107. I am a fangirl symphony orchestras, musicians, conductors and/or composers.
108. I say "I love you" very lightly, but I usually mean it. I have very flexible definitions of love.
109. I sing a lot, often without realizing it.
110. I'm a drunk.
111. I am an atheist.
112. I have stolen something worth over $5 before.
113. I know I'm going to hell. Assuming that it exists.
114. I have been seriously lost before. ( in math class...)
115. I like cats better than dogs.
116.* I like silver better than gold.
117. I like fruit better than candy.
118.* I consider myself brainy as opposed to brawny or beautiful.(until of course I do somthing stupid and the I feel like neither.)
119. I stay up late, and sleep in late
120. My parents yell at me for trying to tell them how to run the family.
121.* My favourite colour is not on a colour wheel.
122.* I used to have a pretty clear idea of what I wanted to do with my life.
123. I have lost someone to either drugs or suicide
124. I am not particularly close to any members of my family.
125.* I have a memory which I am not sure actually happened and I have no way of finding out whether it did or not.
126. When people open their mouths I automatically assume they are lying.
127. I shudder when most people touch me.
128. Almost everyday I wish I was someone else
129.* I think betrayal is as simple as not doing what I want.(to a certain degree.)
130. I heart sushi.
131.* I have more than five "favorite movies."
132. I spend more than three consecutive hours on the phone every day. [use to, then i entered high school...
133. My favorite number is divisible by four.
134.* I enjoy wearing colored/silly looking socks.
135.* I have never kissed someone of the opposite sex.
136. In a rain storm, I would rather be completely soaked or mostly dry, not slightly moist or half-soaked
137. I am very protective of my friends, especially those close to me
138. Sometimes I run or drive my car around just to get away from things.
139. I am torn between two guys.
140. I love warm gooey cookies fresh from the oven
141.* I talk to animals and listen for a response
142. I loved Hanson.
143. I listen to or read the news for at least an hour a day.
144. I speed without realizing it.
145. I read more than 10 webcomics.
146. I hate people.
147. I think it would be ironic to teargas emo kids.