Be my friend Hold me, wrap me up Unfold me I am small I'm needy Warm me up And breathe me
hey, my little brother is so cute, he knows exactly what time the icecream van will be outside so him and his little friends from next door all run outside and buy icecreams, he has bought me two before and today hes buying my brother one, he always has money in his little jar (jealous) and like the other day he went to the shops and bought stuff for me i was just like aww kisses for you little man.
well my monitor broke um last wednesday night and by friday night my mum had got one off her friend from work so i was uber happy about that and this screen is so much clearer so ya. happiness that i didnt have to wait forever. well not forever but my mum prob wouldnt be bothered to get it fixed.
friday night clare came over and saturday night she stayed too. i went to bed at like 12pm saturday :o and clare was up til 5am talking to her boyfriend! i swear hes obsessed with her. but shes obsessed with him aswell so mer. anyway so me and clare on sunday went to town to get her last bits for orlando as she was leaving sunday night. we had a cool time and sat in maccy d's eating our usual mcchicken sandwiich meal haha yum. waddled home like ducklings! then we got home she packed all her stuff, i wrote her a letter in her notebook and i almost cried just thinking of her being so happy to go to america for two weeks and all the shit she has been through with her mum ignoring her and kevin being himself. ugh. i nearly cried but i held it in. she didnt notice haha. then i said my goodbyes and gave her a hug when she was picked up. not going to see her for 2 weeks!
monday i went out and met jane then met the other jane and we went to snowday and drank then sma jess sarah kaylie stacey loz scott and some other guys from moulsham came over and sat with us, i was well drunk i hardly remember anything and i apparently got with stacey jane jess and kaylie. but jess is going out with sma so sma was angry apparently and i was like sorry.... i cant remember but i have flashes of what happened. then i think jane walked me home im not sure. but yer.
tuesday was cracked out.
wednesday did nothing was supposed to go to town.
today i was supposed to go to town again but didnt. everyone canceled.
so we are tomorrow. oh and its friday so we are going to wasters.
im meeting jazz and we're going to get stoneddddddd.
um yea matt had his hair cut off :( it looks cool now too but anyone that knows me knows i love long hair but i also love short hair too so ya. ah if only i could get my hands on grant lmao. but yea matt looks different but still the same haha ahhhh. i wish we could just hang out like yea... chill and stuff.. but hes so busy. and if he wanted to hed ask. and hasnt. so i guess thats it.
i been attempting to tidy my room but clare has about 6 bags under my bed which i cant put anywhere. and theres random crap and my old monitor sitting on the floor so i gotta chuck that out. um yea i'll finish my room tonight. i need to do other stuf too so if i have time i will do it tonight too. what am i talking about if i have time i always have time lol.
oh yea and this past week i been sleeping in my underwear as clares not here, i normally wear pyjamas and have limited space in my bed cos of clare and my beds double buttttt yea i been able to sleep in my underwear haha i forgot how much i missed it and i was like in bed thinking like oh i can imagine doing this in a year or so with like my boyfriend and i wouldnt be body conscience like i always usually am. idk what it is but i seem like less worried about what people think of me lately. might be a bad thing ahhhh idk whats happened.
anyway gona go xo
well my monitor broke um last wednesday night and by friday night my mum had got one off her friend from work so i was uber happy about that and this screen is so much clearer so ya. happiness that i didnt have to wait forever. well not forever but my mum prob wouldnt be bothered to get it fixed.
friday night clare came over and saturday night she stayed too. i went to bed at like 12pm saturday :o and clare was up til 5am talking to her boyfriend! i swear hes obsessed with her. but shes obsessed with him aswell so mer. anyway so me and clare on sunday went to town to get her last bits for orlando as she was leaving sunday night. we had a cool time and sat in maccy d's eating our usual mcchicken sandwiich meal haha yum. waddled home like ducklings! then we got home she packed all her stuff, i wrote her a letter in her notebook and i almost cried just thinking of her being so happy to go to america for two weeks and all the shit she has been through with her mum ignoring her and kevin being himself. ugh. i nearly cried but i held it in. she didnt notice haha. then i said my goodbyes and gave her a hug when she was picked up. not going to see her for 2 weeks!
monday i went out and met jane then met the other jane and we went to snowday and drank then sma jess sarah kaylie stacey loz scott and some other guys from moulsham came over and sat with us, i was well drunk i hardly remember anything and i apparently got with stacey jane jess and kaylie. but jess is going out with sma so sma was angry apparently and i was like sorry.... i cant remember but i have flashes of what happened. then i think jane walked me home im not sure. but yer.
tuesday was cracked out.
wednesday did nothing was supposed to go to town.
today i was supposed to go to town again but didnt. everyone canceled.
so we are tomorrow. oh and its friday so we are going to wasters.
im meeting jazz and we're going to get stoneddddddd.
um yea matt had his hair cut off :( it looks cool now too but anyone that knows me knows i love long hair but i also love short hair too so ya. ah if only i could get my hands on grant lmao. but yea matt looks different but still the same haha ahhhh. i wish we could just hang out like yea... chill and stuff.. but hes so busy. and if he wanted to hed ask. and hasnt. so i guess thats it.
i been attempting to tidy my room but clare has about 6 bags under my bed which i cant put anywhere. and theres random crap and my old monitor sitting on the floor so i gotta chuck that out. um yea i'll finish my room tonight. i need to do other stuf too so if i have time i will do it tonight too. what am i talking about if i have time i always have time lol.
oh yea and this past week i been sleeping in my underwear as clares not here, i normally wear pyjamas and have limited space in my bed cos of clare and my beds double buttttt yea i been able to sleep in my underwear haha i forgot how much i missed it and i was like in bed thinking like oh i can imagine doing this in a year or so with like my boyfriend and i wouldnt be body conscience like i always usually am. idk what it is but i seem like less worried about what people think of me lately. might be a bad thing ahhhh idk whats happened.
anyway gona go xo