Yes, I'm this bored.
Wow. I forgot about this thing. I've been so incredibly busy thus far in my sophomore year here at MU that I have little time for anything other than work and school. This week has been the first week I haven't had a constantly hectic day to day kind of week. Right now my hall is decorating for halloweenfest as Kim and I sit here trapped in our room, avoiding getting suckered in by Jen. Seriously, how did we get her as an RA again?
School is going well. Its that point in the semester where my 7 classes are catching up to me and I'm starting to drag and get lazy. I can't let that happen, every grade counts. I've learned that if I want to get into a good PhD program or even a good MSW program, my grades will be critical, and getting accepted into a graduate/doctorate program in Psych is harder than getting into medical and law school. JOY. I can do it hopefully. I love school. I love learning, I'm a dork...I know. This year I'm doing best buddies, psych club and college dems as well. I just want xmas to be here already.
My parents divorce is still on-going. Sucks as usual, whatever...I hate it. This will be my first Thanksgiving, Christmas, Birthday, etc w/o both of them there. It will definitely be different. Blah.
Boy situation...non existant right now and I enjoy it quite frankly. While everyone else on this campus is constantly looking for the love of their life or getting engaged at 19 years old, I'm chilling, focusing on my future, and hanging out. I'm too busy to deal w/ a boy right now anyways. And isn't it so akward for girls at this age because I know I always like to date older guys...but older guys at this age are like 24 and have a real job and a real life...but the guys at school (well not at MU b/c there are no guys) are all getting drunk everynight and being wicked immature all the damn time. Oh well...such is life. I dont mind right now. I dont need that kind of thing in my life right now - even though Brian tells me differently. haha Oh ... Cory is having a kid. I find that hilarious.
Partying when I can...which is every weekend night. Good times had so far this year. Sophomore year is definitely going to be memorable. Going to a couple halloween parties this weekend in Georgetown and such. Sabrina and I finally found a good table for beer pong last weekend! I was so stoked! I love my friends, they are so amazing. I got stuck with my stupid roomate again this year. Oh my gosh...SO AWESOME. Sike Kim, I love you so much its not even funny. Did you think I was being for real?! Sometimes this year MU actually feels like a big campus since there's a lot more people around for some reason. I like it. Although I definitely dont want to go to a big school ever...I love MU and how awesome it is. I just love being in D.C. <3 Although sometimes I definitely miss CT. I'll have to go back sometime.
I really miss a lot of my friends from back home like Jamie, Zachary, Benjamin, Tara, Le, Kren, Brian, Sarah, etc etc. I love you guys. I know I don't keep it touch too often but I hope you understand!
There's this one really random thought that I just cannot get out of my head for some reason. Its really bothering me. Is it because I refuse to believe anything else, or are there really signs telling me that its true? I guess only time will tell. I cannot wait to grow up and have a job and a family and all that great stuff. I love the unpredictability of life. Day to day I dont know what will happen or who I will meet or where I'll end up. I cannot wait to see where I am 5 years from now. Around D.C? Back in New England? Some random ass town in the middle of nowhere? Probably not the last one...haha. I can't wait to make something of my life. I definitely want to mean something to someone and make a difference in a lot of people's lives. Hopefully I can do that someday.
This school year I've really felt like I've grown up a lot. Just little changes that remind me that I'm getting older and maturing and just ... growing up! I love it. I know it sounds stupid, but I'm really finding out who I am and who I want to become and how I want to go about doing that. Life is simply fantastic sometimes.
I guess thats really it for now. This was a deep post as far as LJ goes, so I'm sorry...I was bored and I have no idea where half of this came from. It will probably be my only post for a long time, if not forever. ha.
*love ya'll to death*
School is going well. Its that point in the semester where my 7 classes are catching up to me and I'm starting to drag and get lazy. I can't let that happen, every grade counts. I've learned that if I want to get into a good PhD program or even a good MSW program, my grades will be critical, and getting accepted into a graduate/doctorate program in Psych is harder than getting into medical and law school. JOY. I can do it hopefully. I love school. I love learning, I'm a dork...I know. This year I'm doing best buddies, psych club and college dems as well. I just want xmas to be here already.
My parents divorce is still on-going. Sucks as usual, whatever...I hate it. This will be my first Thanksgiving, Christmas, Birthday, etc w/o both of them there. It will definitely be different. Blah.
Boy situation...non existant right now and I enjoy it quite frankly. While everyone else on this campus is constantly looking for the love of their life or getting engaged at 19 years old, I'm chilling, focusing on my future, and hanging out. I'm too busy to deal w/ a boy right now anyways. And isn't it so akward for girls at this age because I know I always like to date older guys...but older guys at this age are like 24 and have a real job and a real life...but the guys at school (well not at MU b/c there are no guys) are all getting drunk everynight and being wicked immature all the damn time. Oh well...such is life. I dont mind right now. I dont need that kind of thing in my life right now - even though Brian tells me differently. haha Oh ... Cory is having a kid. I find that hilarious.
Partying when I can...which is every weekend night. Good times had so far this year. Sophomore year is definitely going to be memorable. Going to a couple halloween parties this weekend in Georgetown and such. Sabrina and I finally found a good table for beer pong last weekend! I was so stoked! I love my friends, they are so amazing. I got stuck with my stupid roomate again this year. Oh my gosh...SO AWESOME. Sike Kim, I love you so much its not even funny. Did you think I was being for real?! Sometimes this year MU actually feels like a big campus since there's a lot more people around for some reason. I like it. Although I definitely dont want to go to a big school ever...I love MU and how awesome it is. I just love being in D.C. <3 Although sometimes I definitely miss CT. I'll have to go back sometime.
I really miss a lot of my friends from back home like Jamie, Zachary, Benjamin, Tara, Le, Kren, Brian, Sarah, etc etc. I love you guys. I know I don't keep it touch too often but I hope you understand!
There's this one really random thought that I just cannot get out of my head for some reason. Its really bothering me. Is it because I refuse to believe anything else, or are there really signs telling me that its true? I guess only time will tell. I cannot wait to grow up and have a job and a family and all that great stuff. I love the unpredictability of life. Day to day I dont know what will happen or who I will meet or where I'll end up. I cannot wait to see where I am 5 years from now. Around D.C? Back in New England? Some random ass town in the middle of nowhere? Probably not the last one...haha. I can't wait to make something of my life. I definitely want to mean something to someone and make a difference in a lot of people's lives. Hopefully I can do that someday.
This school year I've really felt like I've grown up a lot. Just little changes that remind me that I'm getting older and maturing and just ... growing up! I love it. I know it sounds stupid, but I'm really finding out who I am and who I want to become and how I want to go about doing that. Life is simply fantastic sometimes.
I guess thats really it for now. This was a deep post as far as LJ goes, so I'm sorry...I was bored and I have no idea where half of this came from. It will probably be my only post for a long time, if not forever. ha.
*love ya'll to death*