Dec 16, 2005 16:42
Hey, so tomorrow is the Flurry Formal. i'm nervous to say the least. I hate how I'm not smooth. I'm not like that person that everyone is attracted to. I can't just hint that I like somebody and then that person runs to me. instead I hint that I like somebody and all of the sudden I'm really awkward, and I don't know what to say or do. While I'm being awkward the girl finds another guy and I'm alone again. and I don't see why I don't get any better at this. If anything I'm getting worse. but I guess I can't do anything right now since my date doesn't seem to answer her phone, and i am typing on a computer. I guess there is no point getting worked up, I just really am dissapointed with myself I guess. I'm so caring and passionate but nobody would know because I don't know how to execute anything.
I'm going to go see King Kong now. goodnight.
ties are expensive, so I'm going to be a jerk and wear this tie and then return it on sunday.