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I was looking back at my summer today in the form of el jay.
Wow. That's basically all I can say.
I've changed so much I think.
The begining of summer felt like days ago even though it was definately like 2 months ago.
I was an absolute wreck in the begining of summer. I want to thank everyone who was there for me because I really do love you all.
I look back on how stupid I was. How I popped pills just so I could have one night of sleep. How I did really stupid things for a few weeks there that could have really harmed myself. If I could take it all back I would it's not worth it.
Then I see how far I have come from that. I'm happy that I have. I am happy that I have my friends here for support.
I've had so much fun with you all at shows, sleep overs, coffee houses, the city, driving late at night listening to HORSE really loud, or the diner and the mall.
In the begining I said that this was going to be the best summer ever. Then it took a turn for the worst and I never thought it was possible. But now I look back and I see that this really has been one of the best summers. And it's all because of my friends.
xo
I love you all <33
Wow. That's basically all I can say.
I've changed so much I think.
The begining of summer felt like days ago even though it was definately like 2 months ago.
I was an absolute wreck in the begining of summer. I want to thank everyone who was there for me because I really do love you all.
I look back on how stupid I was. How I popped pills just so I could have one night of sleep. How I did really stupid things for a few weeks there that could have really harmed myself. If I could take it all back I would it's not worth it.
Then I see how far I have come from that. I'm happy that I have. I am happy that I have my friends here for support.
I've had so much fun with you all at shows, sleep overs, coffee houses, the city, driving late at night listening to HORSE really loud, or the diner and the mall.
In the begining I said that this was going to be the best summer ever. Then it took a turn for the worst and I never thought it was possible. But now I look back and I see that this really has been one of the best summers. And it's all because of my friends.
xo
I love you all <33