if only for tonight..

[honest_lies_]

okay, so the snow is coming back and I'm super excited.  I know that sounds completely lame but it's one of those things that has a symbolic meaning in my life and I just wrote about it last night.  I know that must also sound completely lame, but it means a lot to me.  I know that nothing special is going to happen like I want it to but, oh well.  I can only hope.  So, there's this situation that I have that leads me to believe that I am just as bad if not worse of a person than you are.  I can't really talk about it right now, but within a month you will know everything.  This is not going to be good.  I've been thinking about it, and there's no positive outcome.  I really just wish that you knew because the one person that knows has no idea what they're talking about.  I'm sorry that I'm even mentioning this and making it so tempting but if I don't even at least tell you this much, I'm going to go crazy.  So, I've decided that the rest of this year should be dedicated to self-improvement.  yep yep.  I've already got a list of like 15 goals for this summer that are pretty much based on that principle, but not entirely.  Anyway, I just got home from Brandow's house... I left A.Mil there with Brandow after Gettel left us there which was after Sara left us there.  It was a pretty sweet progression.  I lied and said I had to be home at 11:30 because it was kind of awkward.  I'm guessing Ohio didn't win which really depresses me because I was wrong on my bracket. But it doesn't matter because so was Justin.  Joe keeps pressing the hanging out issue, so I was thinking that perhaps you could go with me? =] ... Just a thought.  It would be very nice of you and I would love you forever and things.  I like how our journals have turned into letters to each other.  It's kind of interesting.  I'm just hoping that someone else doesn't actually log onto livejournal and read all of them.  That would be kind of embarrassing.

((wow, DYLAN! I just found the entry that I was typing like a week ago! It magically appeared!))