And? I'm protecting you, not them?
What's this feeling. This sweet giddy free feeling that makes my toes curl and my mouth hum. What's this wonderful sensation that makes me want to run and jump in the air. It called being happy. Really? God. I forgot what that feels like. I forgot how happy Chad really being in my life made me feel.
I can do this. I can be nice and mature. I can stand above her level and keep my wolves at a distance even when her vamps are in my territory. I. Can. Do. This. And when i do. He'll be all mine.
It's been kind of annoying fighting with Andrew the last few days. I haven't seen him in almost two weeks it feels like but it's been like nine days. I didn't realize i got so attached to him since he's been back. I kinda stop being so use to him being around when he was in Iraq and now i'm right back at having to talk to him all the time. But he's like my only real guy friend other than Chad and every girl really needs that one guy friend to talk about the dumb boyfriend (or should be boyfriend but problems keeping getting in the way and stopping progress). I'ma try and see him tomorrow. Cause I really need to say sorry in person and give him a hug. I won't feel right about us till i do.
Going to Chad's tomorrow. Bringing Heroes. Band Hero. My DS of course. And maybe a Epic movie. Like TRANSFORMERS. Hopefully the day will be an awesome one worth writing about. I'm going to make sure it is. Because I like this happy. This floating feeling of content-ness. I miss it and i plan on having it here to stay.
I can do this. I can be nice and mature. I can stand above her level and keep my wolves at a distance even when her vamps are in my territory. I. Can. Do. This. And when i do. He'll be all mine.
It's been kind of annoying fighting with Andrew the last few days. I haven't seen him in almost two weeks it feels like but it's been like nine days. I didn't realize i got so attached to him since he's been back. I kinda stop being so use to him being around when he was in Iraq and now i'm right back at having to talk to him all the time. But he's like my only real guy friend other than Chad and every girl really needs that one guy friend to talk about the dumb boyfriend (or should be boyfriend but problems keeping getting in the way and stopping progress). I'ma try and see him tomorrow. Cause I really need to say sorry in person and give him a hug. I won't feel right about us till i do.
Going to Chad's tomorrow. Bringing Heroes. Band Hero. My DS of course. And maybe a Epic movie. Like TRANSFORMERS. Hopefully the day will be an awesome one worth writing about. I'm going to make sure it is. Because I like this happy. This floating feeling of content-ness. I miss it and i plan on having it here to stay.